February 7, 2014

#SochiProblems


Double toilets?
Holes in sidewalks?
Terrible translation?
Plastic bottles of gin instead of mineral water?
Broken lifts, no heating and hotel rooms are still not ready?

Russia could seem uncomfortable, weird, hilarious, uncivil, unfriendly, chaotic et cetera. I see!

But the main problem with Sochi Olympics is politics.

Our perception of the Olympic Games is politicized. Our attitude towards Russia is prejudged and politicized. Both domestically and outside Russia.

Scandalous laws, violated human rights, strained relationships with European Union and the USA and also the concept of the Olympic Games in Russia as a confirmation of Russia's global power status. All of that had affected the image of Sochi Olympics.

Many of us do not perceive Sochi Olympics just as sports but as an event that could clear up the image of Russia, improve the brand called "Russia" and impact positively on global politics. This may sound too complicated but still this is the case. The trick is that you sometimes think this way but may not notice it.

The way of thinking I've described could be successful. Unfortunately, Russia's social and political background is negative and misrepresented. This is the reason of too high expectations and different stereotypes and personal opinions (that can transform from personal to public with help of media) that do not correspond to the reality.

Reality is that Russia is not prepared to hold global events perfectly. There are definite domestic reasons why we are unprepared. 

But do not extend your preconceived opinions to all russians. In this case proving that we are not weird, hilarious, uncivil, unfriendly is just senseless and ineffective. This is a simple truth that happens to be beyond somebody's understanding.


July 3, 2013

A distorted experience



 To cut a long story short: Alice Glass from Crystal Castles wasn't able to come to Park Live festival in Moscow last weekend. However, this won't distract me from traveling through and around her image.

 Right! Wishing Alice to get well soon and welcoming you to dynamic psychedelia. This is a fine part of my perception.

 
Crystal Castles — Kerosene (Unofficial Video) from deervldmr on Vimeo.

January 6, 2013

Starring flesh and heaven

Revealing myself in gratefulness for all melancholy, silent worries, glowing thinkings and dark uproarious pleasure that Crystal Castles presented me.

Video: by me // Audio: Crystal Castles — Child I Will Hurt You

September 27, 2012

Familiar disappointment by Crystal Castles

The feeling that I'm used to do battles with.
"Oppression is a theme, in general… A lot of bad things have happened to people close to me since II and it's profoundly influenced my writing as I've realized there will never be justice for them. I didn't think I could lose faith in humanity any more than I already had, but after witnessing some things, it feels like the world is a dystopia where victims don't get justice and corruption prevails. I'm one step away from being a vigilante to protect people and bring justice to the people I love. I've thought about it." 
Alice Glass


September 25, 2012

Yours sincerely, weird nun


The sun was unnaturally blood red.

"You see, politics has spoilt you," she said.
"I should've paid for my majesty," I gave a deep sigh. "So I've paid. No drugs, no cigarettes, no random affairs, well, some alcohol and some sleepless nights. And lot's, lot's of politics all over it."
"You've missed your chance to be original, sorry," she sneered and made haste to turn away.

August 20, 2011

hidden harvest

digging deeper in her heart,
but it's such a solid art;
spin your spade round and round
and round, through the senseless ground.


July 2, 2011

WAKE UP / WRITE DOWN


i can see the moon but the sun hasn't set yet
falling asleep or waking up in the name of some cool platitudes
we are just like long rays of light in the depth of the woods
forget everything that's old, keep something to reinvent

Do you dream... in verse? Yes, poetry in a dream.
Heavy and sleepy dawn, you're writing down oddly rhymed lines that have just aroused you.
Do you dream in verse? I do.